random post

Hey it has been a year since my last post. Well, just a short sharing post. Actually, looking back at my posts are quite surprising. It is like remind me of how I feel that time when I wrote those. But, I might not regret for what have happened to me in within this one year. I learn a lot of thing, and yeah, for the problem I faced last year, it has been solved and time is the answer. I have realised that relationship is not solely about being kind, but it's all about effort. I mean any relationship, whether it is friendship or any ship. lol.

Another day

Yey. Today is already the second of May. Time passes like really fast. When I look back,I realise that there have been so many things happen around me both happy and sad experiences. Today is just like another busy day that ends it by eating feast with some of ZOO members. 

Somehow, a question pop out to my mind today, I am asking myself : When a person ignores to talk to you with random reasons, will you still put more effort to talk to her/him? Or will you just ignore her/him like she/he does? Furthermore, you guys used to be best friends, a good companion. But, something that happened in the past has changed the relationship atmosphere. And before today, you have put much effort to create a better atmosphere. 

Hello May

May is a month that usually gives me something special for some reason. It always be an amazing and unforgettable one every year. I hope that this May this year will be the same or will be more amazing than usual I have. Putting so many wishes in May, it will not disappoint me further.
Enjoy your life although some miserable things still stuck in your mind. That one fine day will come and tell me that these all things is just the way to reach the happiness. Cheer :)!

Trust

Do you ever have that time when you can't understand what's happening to you right now? This problem has become a terrible thing to me. But, I can not share it out to someone I used to share with because recently I find out that trusting people easily is not a good idea, and sharing out how you feel is even worse.
Some of my friends told me that experiences will create a better me in the future. Somehow, I asked, how if the experiences turn you into a big trauma in trusting anyone? Another answer comes out, "You should dare yourself to change , not to afraid because of the bad experience". But, if the things happen twice. What should you do?
No one says it is wrong to trust anyone, but it is just not right. Trust is like a glass, once you break it, it will leave scars even you have sticked it in perfect way. 

Another busy day

A stressful day starts with microeconomics mid-term exam , followed by Malay language exam. This day has not ended that simply, it should be continued with studying accounting for the next day examination. Like usual, chocolate always be a bonus. Today's rainy weather accompanies my walk to one of the nearest shopping mall ( Sunway Pyramid) for realise the pressure in head by having chocolate dip in a famous bakery shop. Moreover, I was totally surprised by my far-family-relation death news in China. Deepest condolence sends to her, and will be missing her much if her family comes visiting me in Indonesia next time.